life's been boring, BT2 is about a week later, and yet i've not done much. i haven't even done much maths, usually i should have done way more than what i have done now. dont know what's wrong with me, but i feel quite sick of school alr, it's much worse than last year's promos or when i was preparing for BT1 earlier this year. i feel like giving up, my first time feeling this way towards studies. school work wasn't a pressure at all for the past 14 years, and now i am lagging behind. lagging behind so much that i'm so lost. i cant find a start to revise the work, and my mind and body is discouraging me to do so.
SCREW THIS. T.T
i know there's only 5 mths left, the past 18 mths passed super fast. but i still cant bring mysef to push on during this 5 mths. i hate my life now.
&still trying to find a happy ending